It's JUNE?! Already?!

Oh man, I guess time flies when I'm working hard with pushing myself with workouts and pushing myself to play with the boys.

Ryan got out of school a couple of weeks ago so this week was the first time he was home. Man, this week has been LOOOONG! I feel really bad for him because he's been stuck in the house while I've been busy cleaning up after him and being so tired that I can't do anything.

These last couple of weeks have been hard physically. I've been pushing myself 6 days a week to get a good workout with core exercises, treadmills, biking, and swimming. Today, I had to run 6 miles! I haven't run that long in a while so it was kind of hard to push myself in the last mile. It probably wasn't helping too that I was running uphill.

I have a new project I'm trying to work on with Ryan. We are going to try the "no diary" diet with him to see if it will help with his Autism. My MIL and I have been shopping for substitutes for Ryan but as of right now, we haven't started the diet yet. For some reason, something is holding me back. I think I'm really nervous and overwhelmed at the same time so I keep putting it off. I think I'm dreading the first week that Ryan will be on the diet because it will be horrible! I don't know how Ryan is going to handle the change. I don't know if I can follow him around the house constantly and make sure he's eating the right things and taking away the things he can't have. Oh boy... heaven help me!

I am also trying to deal with Benjamin. I have noticed this last week that he has more of an attitude problem! Holy Terrible 2's!!!! One of the things that drive me insane is when Ben says he wants something to eat and I fix it for him and then he doesn't want it anymore! Ugh!!!! I hate that!! He's been also kicking and screaming alot and throwing his tantrums. I wish he could just adjust already so I can focus my attention on Ryan.

Can we say I'M OVERWHELMED right now??!!

Anyway... here are some pictures to share.

We just finished eating the spaghetti and Ben really wanted the strainer. He just put it on his head and said, "HAT!"

Ben is all ready for church and waiting for mom in the car!

I found Ryan sleeping like this when I went in to check on him.